Being hubby-less at 6 months old

As usual, mukadimah would be.. lama tak hapdate, takde mood, tak tau nak citer apa bla bla bla.. sighh!!! Padahal quite a lot of things to share in here especially about my pregnancy. Tapi, MALAS!

Ok, now dah rajin dengan tetiba. All because I'm all alone, husband went outstation for 2 weeks. Alaaa 2 weeks je. But being pregnant, tetiba jadi emo okeh. Rasa sunyi sangat takde hubby around, rasa bilik tetiba sangat kosong. And some more, communication susah sangat. Sukar untuk mengubat rindu. The place he went tidak ada Maxis roaming and he was given a local number. Dah la mahal giler for me to call him. RM2.28/minit. :( Pastu office dia pulak block chatting punya application, so his co's laptop takleh nak berYM ke, gtalk ke, even facebook punya chat pun blocked!!! Pastu he had to travel to other site from his current base by train for another 14 hours dan sepanjang 14 hours tu no coverage means no call no sms. Double sad!!!

Now baru baru 3rd days he left. Tapi rasa boring giler and rasa tak tau nak describe camna. Anyways, while I'm typing this, dear hubby just called. Tengok number je dah rasa berbunga2. :) Panjang umur dia. Tapi as usual, cakap tak sampai 5 minit pun. Because dia adalah sangat sibok. Banyak keja nak kena settle dalam 2 weeks. I can only talk longer (less than 15 minutes) after his working hours. Itupun dia dah penat and nak tido cos the weather there is freaking cold, snow lebat gile and he's now caught a flu pulak. Haiyoooo. Hopefully he'll be recovered soon.

He's now arrived at the town after 14 hours journey by train and now in the car heading to the site which took another 1 1/2 hours. Dan sekarang tengah ribut salji yang mild. I pray for your safety and we (me and baby) missed you very very much :( Somi... i love you!!!

Ok now about my 6 months baby in the womb. This cute little precious "guy" inside me pun rindu kat daddy dia. Last 2 nights hubby called, I put on the speakerphone and letak atas perut bagi daddy dia cakap ngan dia. Dia punya excited sampai tendang2 handphone tu. All this while, kalau hubby letak tangan dia tendang, tp kalu takat dengar suara dia buat dek jek la. But surprisingly, dengar suara je thru the phone pun dia tendang. Obviously he knew that daddy is not around and he missed daddy too. Cuteness!!

Oh yeah, the precious little one is a HE. We scanned at the 5th months, my gynae said nampak macam HE. Tapi she dare not confirmed and asked us to wait till the next check-up, which was last Saturday. So last Saturday, scanned at 6th months and she said it looks like a HE again. Tapi my baby tak mau tunjuk sangat. Dia sorok-sorok. Tapi Dr. Seri confirmed boy. Takpe lah baby, mommy beli baju semua warna natural. If boy boleh pakai, girl pun boleh pakai. :) But I think its a BOY lah.. :)

Now baby dah start actively kicking. Tapi normally cuma at night time la paling active, while me tengah baring2. Kadang2 kat ofis pun ada rasa dia gerak2 bila me tengah sit still buat keja. The 1st I felt the movement masa 5th months. Tapi sikit2 je. Started with butterfly flutters and at the end of 5th months baru rasa gendang2 kat dalam. Tapi mild la. Now baru lah rasa gendang kuat sikit. The feeling is sooooooooo undescribeable. Macam sooooooooo precious. And it can make you smile sorang2. :) I'm so blessed and grateful sangat been given this opportunity. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Even tho it took a while (3 years ye) to experienced this, but it's all worth it.

*Ya Allah, kau kurniakan lah aku zuriat yang sihat, sempurna sifatnya. Amin...*

My morning sickness dah reduce a bit. Since few weeks back. Kalau tak asik muntah pagi2. Muntah je la. And pening2 sikit. Tapi as of few weeks back, muntah kuning di pagi hari tu dah takde and pening waktu pagi pun dah kurang. Like this morning, Alhamdulillah sangat, rasa kuat je :) Maybe sebab hubby takde kot.. automatically body ni pandai nak adjust jadi survivor hehehe..

Ok lah peeps.. I'll continue in my next entry. I wanna share the baby scanned photo. Bentuk muka dah nampak, dagu kecik macam mommy dia, mata ikut daddy dia. :) See you soon..

Yours truly,
Saya yang kebosanan dan mungkin akan melayan movie yang telah dibekalkan oleh Somi saya sebelum dia berangkat..

XOXO